haiz...
my most important place in one of my most important life
is gone!!
MSHS had called me in the morning but i was not contactable
due to the fact that my father's mobile phone was switched off
as he woke up late
and when my father realised that MSHS had being calling him
my mother called MSHS
but then the stupid f***ing clerk who quarrelled with my mother
told her that my appeal was unsuccessful
wtf?!
how can they do that when they called my father two times
to inform us about the good news
and when my father could not be reached,
they gave up my place to another person
although i admit that during the two days of MSHS entry test,
only another guy and me are not ex-Marist whereas the rest of the 12 are
and that i had already lost out to the rest
and another citeria was our secondary school they couted in too
but they cant just use underhand means to give my place to others
but anyway,it is also good to me
at first,they wanted to call on the 31st
but now they called
and i need not to worry so much
and i can buy my secondary two books
maybe maybe
this is a blessing in disguise
God may want me to take a rougher road now then later in my lfe
hahas
may this come true
meanwhile i would like to dedicate this next song to you guys
for being my friends in FTP for a year
will miss ya guys =)

My eyes are open wide
By the way
I made it through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way
I'm leaving out today
I just saw haley's comet, she waved
Said why you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere
Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Please don't cry one tear for me
I'm not afraid of what I have to say
This is my one and only voice
So listen close, it's only for today
I just saw haley's comet, she waved
Said why you always running in place?
Even the man in the moon disappeared
Somewhere in the stratosphere
Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Here's my chance
This is my chance
Tell my mother, tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realize
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance